My Heart Longed for You, Dream...

     Ever since I was just a small girl, I only hoped of being a doctor...as I grew up, I seem to get further from it...eventually, things happened to be that I now was bonded in Mechanical Engineering in UTM and getting out from here is harder since I already manage to get myself a scholarship and to just walk out from here requires full support from my family and of course its definitely a no from them...
     Now, semester 1 had finally over...simplest way of saying is, I still didn't manage to get myself into the learning itself...I'm feeling damn horrible about it...as I put my mind now, I really wish that I could turn back the clock, being able to feel a bit proud of myself, being able to fulfill my satisfaction, being able to have a dream of becoming a doctor...now, it's all is damn cold...no more daydreaming about it...

It Hurts...='(

It is USELESS when you love someone,and that person didn't love u back.

it HURTS more and more,

you can't eat, you can't think and you can't sit properly.

I have been in that place,

where I love someone where I think he can made my day

but maybe because I am too A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G to him :(