My Heart Longed for You, Dream...

     Ever since I was just a small girl, I only hoped of being a doctor...as I grew up, I seem to get further from it...eventually, things happened to be that I now was bonded in Mechanical Engineering in UTM and getting out from here is harder since I already manage to get myself a scholarship and to just walk out from here requires full support from my family and of course its definitely a no from them...
     Now, semester 1 had finally over...simplest way of saying is, I still didn't manage to get myself into the learning itself...I'm feeling damn horrible about it...as I put my mind now, I really wish that I could turn back the clock, being able to feel a bit proud of myself, being able to fulfill my satisfaction, being able to have a dream of becoming a doctor...now, it's all is damn cold...no more daydreaming about it...